Name: Laurie
DOB: 1/31/85
Location: Massachusetts
Interests: Music, colorguard, theatre, GSA, wrestling, photography, writing, and more!
E-mail: gypsyfreak@yahoo.com
AIM: gypsyfreak2021
Alli: Allegory <-- (better than you)
Brian: Livejournal
Brianne: Livejournal
Cass: Spiritualized
Carolynne: Livejournal
Dan: Seal Spell
Lisa: Livejournal
Matt: YMNJ
Stosh: Livejournal
Taurie: Livejournal
Wednesday, December 18, 2002 // 09:28 a.m.
Sometimes my life seems just so meaningless. I got accepted to the only place I wanted to go, I should be happy, I mean my dream is finally comimg true, but somethimg is just missimg. His love maybe?
Friday, December 13, 2002 // 01:25 p.m.
It's been far too long and the journey with a doubt has been rocky. I miss people way too much and care for others more than I should. I wish you could know how much you meant to me. All of you have inspired me to become who I am.
Tuesday, May 28, 2002 // 08:03 a.m.
What to say? Well, I've been making a point to go on the internet in art so I can blog. This weekend I started my search for a car. Hopefully I can find one that I like and runs good and all that other stuff.
I guess that I feel better about how people have been treating me and I learned to ignore the immaturity. Oh well, people will be peolpe.
Thursday, May 23, 2002 // 11:24 a.m.
Things happened and I don't feel the need to talk about them. They're over and done with.
I decided to take pictures of the 7 most ispirational people I know that I'm friends with. So far I have the artist, the activist, the writer, the athlete, the musician, and the singer, but I don't have a 7th. Oh well.
Tuesday, April 8, 2003 // 12:40 p.m.
I guess that was that. I made my confirmation. The whole thing an hour and five minutes. Every Sunday for an hour since kindergarden just so it could be done in little over an hour. When you think about it seems like a waste of time, but I guess it's not cause it will be with me for the rest of my life. Damn, I hate religon sometimes. It was supose to be happy, but I was sad. I will no longer see Billy, Jessica, and Lee every weekend, we were the ones who survived this whole ordeal and now it's done. Granted, I'll see Jessica around school and Lee at band events, but Billy who knows. It really is weird how things can take so long to accomplish just to end so fast.
Friday, March 29, 2002 // 10:10 a.m.
I just thought it would be nice to say good morning to everyone, so good morning.
Friday, March 29, 2002 // 12:06 a.m.
Hello again! I'm at Jay's and he's being nice and letting me use the internet. Oh my god, doulbe practices are insane. Tuesdays and Thursdays are crazy because I have track right after school then I have colorguard from 5:30 to 9:00. Thank god I love both sports.
Today at track I decided to run the 100 meter as well as throw shot and disc. Then at guard, my 8th grade friend, Rachel went and caught on so quicky. I'm so proud of her and I'm finding out if she can do the spring concert even though she's not at Comp yet.
I have this problem with the person I like. He's really sweet, but I know he smokes and does other stuff and well it makes me uncomfortable. Granted, I am kinda allergic to smoke and I absolutly don't agree wtih it. I broke up with Adam becuase he said fag and other slurs like it, so now I wonder if I should even think to go through with any relationship besides friendahip with him. Sometims I hate having strong values and sticking to them becuase I do get that butterfly feeling when I see him, but after I think of everything I don't like or disagree with. Let me tell you, it really sucks.
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Tuesday, March 19, 2002 // 08:47 a.m.
Hello again. My blonde parts are pink and mother is making me dye over them eventually. It's sad, but so is other stuff like the whole thing with my straight guy friends I like. Now that is sad, everyone that I like doesn't like me, but my all my gay friends tell me if they were straight that they would do me. How amusing. Everyday I seem to wonder if I'll ever find that guy. Wait...I have, but he's gay. Oh well, I need to go now because I'm getting trouble.
Saturday, February 9, 2002 // 12:45 a.m.
Today has been an interesting day. Well, I got a job at the pizza place with Jay and Alyssa. See I would say Cheez, but today I found out that she's moving. I really am going to miss her. She is the person that taught me how to do what I love, she gave me th gift of twirling and I thank her from the bottom of my heart. I love you and I hope you know that.
Right now I'm kinda upset because Kyle tried killing me twice because of something stupid involving Jay and I. He has to understand that Jay is my best friend and we say stuff, but don't actually do any of it, for god's sake he's GAY!!! But for one second I'd like to have Kyle think of what it's like for me. I finally found that best friend I was looking for and now he has a boyfriend and yeah, I'm scared to loose him. I know that I have lots of really good friends, but there is just something about Jay, I mean I have him placed on a pedastile (sp?) so high no one is good enough for him, not even me, as a friend. It really hurt when I was drivng us to Kyle's with Jay and Kyle in the back seat doing naughty stuff. Think about it, how would you like to have your best friend and the person that is your friend, but never acts it doing stuff right in front of you?
It hurts a lot today, even though I got the job. Seeing my best friend drifting away and knowing one of the people I really care about is leaving for Hawaii really soon...sigh
Friday, February 8, 2002 // 09:04 a.m.
Hey, I'm in school right now and decided to post. Sorry I haven't done it soner, but it's hard when you don't have the internet at your house.
I might be getting a new job at the pizza place with Jay, Alyssa and Cheez. I really need a new one, I mean if you worked at McDonald's wouldn't you want a new one?
I've been really happy and really upset all at the same time lately. It's hard, but I think all survive. Little things have been annoying me, like what people say I just want to tell them to shut up and go away. GRRRRRRRR!!!!!
Monday, January 7, 2002 // 04:04 p.m.
Heya everyone, I finally got Love Chaser back! Let's see nothing interesting really happened between the last time and now.
I have this crazy mid-term project for AP1 and the only good thing about is that it brought me back to the people that really seem to care about me. I didn't realize how much I missed them until I had no choice, but to talk to Alli and now things just seemed to fall back into place like no time at all passed. I reallyam grateful for that stupid project.
On a lighter note I got my nails done today and now I have raver nails! I'm excited because we're (Alli, Cassie, Cheez, Alyssa, and myself) are going to a rave! I'm pretty sure Jeff and Danny are taking us, it'll be so good!